have you ever been driving and have reached your destination point, only to wonder how you got there???,,,ummmm,,,yeah,,,that's how my life feels as of lately!,,,i wish i could have some rad inspirational projects for you, but ummmm, i don't!!,,sorry. It's just that I have been sooooo super busy!,,,i have not even had the ounce of mojo to get some scrapbooking done,,,nothing,,zippo, nada!!!!,,,,i haven't even taken pictures,,,now that's sad:-(,,,,my job has been more insane than ever,,,i have been getting out late every single day,,,and by the time i get home,,,im exhausted and just wanna sit on the couch and do nothing,,,,and believe you me, i have a million plus one things to do,,,and do i do them,,ummm,,,nope!!!,,,i need energy, i need a shot of something!!!!,,,,okay, so i'm gonna share something super personal for me right now, and please be nice,,because i'm having a really hard time with this,,,,,my entire life I have been this super skinny, skinny girl,,,growing up I got teased a lot for being skinny,,,,called names, the whole nine yards,,,,so growing up i would eat a lot, alot so i could gain weight,,,and nothing!!!,,,i would still be skinny,,,,it wasn't until i got married three years ago that i gained some weight and i felt good,,,(just to give you an idea, at 18 i weighed 103, at 26 when i got married i weighed 120, a year ago i weighed 135),,,,okay, so about a month ago, i went to the doctor and got weighed,,you know usual routine,,,and i weighed 152!!!!,,,and when i saw my doctor she told me i was overweight!!!!!:-(,,,im 5'7"),,,this totally and completely deppressed me,,,,i was totally self conscious and not happy with myself,,,i went home and cried to my husband and was on a bad one for a week,,,I swear, I feel like i can never win this weight battle,,i'm either too skinny or to big!!!,,,so, i decided to do something about it, and as of three weeks now, i've been on this super intense diet that has been helping me out a lot,,,i can see a difference and am starting to feel better about myself,,,i refuse to get on a scale yet,,,not until i feel it's right,,,but when i do, i will share with you my friends.,,,i'm not much of an exercise person so i will slowly build up to that,,,for now, i'm just eating suppppper healthy and riding my new bike!!!!,,,sorry to post this long post about my life, but i just want everyone to know, that this is where my life has been and why i haven't been inspired,,,but i feel that i'm coming back and i think i'm gonna come back for a full vengeance!!!!
for right now, i just wanna show you a cute pic me and my
bestie took at Petco Park at the Padres game!!,,,i cannot begin to tell you how much i love this girl, and am soooo glad she is in my life and is my friend,,,we had the most amazing day/night!!!,,,it was sooo much fun!!!
and here is my brand spanking new bike!!!!,,eeeekk!!,,i cannot tell you how excited I am about this!!!,,,it took a lot of begging to my husband for me to get it,,,but he caved in and now it sits in my car daily, in case i want to take a spur of the moment ride. This past Sunday, me and my nephew went on a 10 mile bike ride,,,it was beautiful and awesome...i love that little dude!!!,,,he's six,,and didn't complain once about the long ride,,,he loved it!!!
I hope you all have a rad weekend!!!,,,tommorow I am off to VEGASSS baby!!!!,,,I am so super excited!!,,i freaking love Vegasss so much!!! Oh!,,and i joined a co-ed softball league and my first game is Sunday,,,when i get back from Vegass,,,wish me luck...i'm gonna be so tired!!
I hope you all have a rad weekend!!!,,,tommorow I am off to VEGASSS baby!!!!,,,I am so super excited!!,,i freaking love Vegasss so much!!! Oh!,,and i joined a co-ed softball league and my first game is Sunday,,,when i get back from Vegass,,,wish me luck...i'm gonna be so tired!!
6 comments:
Have an awesome time in Vegas! Win Big :) I've struggled with the weight thing too. Most of us have. Good for you for sticking to your plan for 3 weeks now! You go girl!! I'm at day 2, so actually, you post is inspirational. I went from 107 a year and a half ago to 147. I feel ya.
Good luck with the diet!! I know its rough! I loveeeeeeeeeeeeee the bike and have fun in Vegas! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
Hey babes, I totally understand the weight battle. I was also small in h.s. (110), bigger in college thanks to beer and snacks (135), huge after having Nate (170 at end of pregnancy and then I stopped looking). I am 115 now and love it. I would like to be 110, but I am fine with where I am.
Hang in there, I think it's a woman thing. We've all been there!!
Love the pic of you and your ninja chickie!!!
PS: LOOOVVEEE the bike!
Oh...Nely, sweetie...I love you sooo much....I am so happy that you are getting happy again!!!...and your new bike ROCKS!...so super cool!!!
<3 Carrie
i COMPLETELY get where you are coming from. I'm glad you are on the road back to happy! VERY cool bike!
i don't know how i missed this post!?! i just think you are the cutest, but i know the weight struggle. balance is the key to anything and as long as you are healthy and happy it doesn't matter what the scale says.
xo
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